Yuck

So...my day didn't go as good as I hoped it would yesterday. Stupid hospitals and their dang rules. I am really, really trying to be optimistic, but I'm pretty depressed too. So they have raised their minimum requirements and technically on paper my body has taken a turn for the better and now I look too good to have a baby next week. Plus now unless your a certain % effaced or your water has broken or your dilated past a three you have to wait until 39 weeks. So that means I have a good two more weeks unless I go into labor myself. I know its a good thing because she will be healthier and bigger, but I was just so ready to be done. Plus that means I have to work for 2 more weeks-which is probably what I'm more upset about, and I will only have a week off with Alexis before she starts school and that week I'm not going to be feeling all that great, so I'm a little bummed about that too. My c-section is scheduled for August 11th, but I'm just praying that my body will do something by next week and hopefully she will come a little sooner. But we'll see.